Friday, June 14, 2013

sa voix ce fut celle la

 Mais cett'autre histoire de la pie, de laquelle nous avons Plutarque mesme pour respondant, est estrange. Elle estoit en la boutique d'un barbier à  Rome, et faisoit merveilles de contre-faire avec la voix tout ce qu'elle oyoit; un jour, il advint que certaines trompetes s'arrestarent à sonner long temps devant cette boutique; dépuis cela et tout le lendemain, voylà cette pie pensive, muete et melancholique, dequoy tout le monde estoit esmerveillé; et pensoit on que le son des trompetes l'eut ainsin estourdie et estonnée, et qu'avec l'ouye la voix se fut quant et quant esteinte; mais on trouva en fin que c'estoit une estude profonde et une retraicte en soy-mesmes, son esprit s'exercitant et preparant sa voix à representer le son de ces trompetes: de maniere que sa premiere voix ce fut celle là, de exprimer perfectement leurs reprinses, leurs poses et leurs nuances, ayant quicté par ce nouvel aprentissage et pris à desdain tout ce qu'elle sçavoit dire auparavant.  - Montaigne

In an Italian story from some time ago
there was a parrot that could talk in a cage at a bar.
Goofy stuff like "Polly wanna cracker!"
Now one day the barkeep turns on the radio...
Incredible! Miles and Coltrane on Flamenco
Sketches is the first thing they hear.
Everyone is silent while those horns blow.

For a week the parrot wouldn't say a word.
Like it was deaf, and in silence couldn't speak.
But no; deaf and devoted look alike, 
and it hadn't been hurt. It had been moved.

Then the bird sang: a great, vivid
triumph of trumpets. And now that music
was all it would ever say. Bright. Loud.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Swimming Back


In darker water we are parted
every time. This water is cold
in August. Along the beach the sunblond
stretch and oil every delicious inch
of nakedness. We part. I crawl ashore.

As as a boy I stood every day
on the black wreck of an asphalt pier
and peered at the dark behind it – that water
I could not swim nor mother watch.
Without a word for what it was
I came to see. To keep my eye on.
The pier was awash with pulling waves.

Ashore, bright children castle sand.
Men and women show themselves.
Couples walk. We coupled here -
dark hair darker in the water,
cold skin, cold lips, her heat
inside and mine spilt there.
The criminal trembling that came with.
What we showed ourselves and parted.

As as young men we stood at the end
of a pier in winter and stared at ice.
I cupped a cigarette's hot coal
and dismissed the readings of dreams he offered.
We had both begun to fail and failed. Drawn
to the water, driven home by the cold
from the edge my daughter and I would fish from -
casting into the August evening.

Heavy with her my wife
had me hauled from the low combers
that patiently pushed me back under
as as doomed men we swam out
too far for me. He saved himself
that time. His ashes were scattered here.
I crawled and failed and she hauled me.

Now the son and daughters we have are blond.
They love the surf fearlessly. Shout
and play in it. Their castles mount and fail.
Always I am eyeing the dark water
and swim out to it every time.
Roll and float and breathe on the swell
of its breast. Dive. Taste it.
Crawl back to her through push and pull.
I save myself now. Every time.

Friday, March 29, 2013

Sugar on snow


Forty damn gallons
of sap for one gallon sweet.
Cold spring's industry
works dilute joy from bare trees.
In Florida: oranges.



This tanka is also on display as part of Montpelier's PoemCity project.  Over 200 Vermont poets have their work shown on the shopwindows downtown during April- anyone who can get there should.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

In Babylon After Ezra


My brothers' people have gone away.
They loaded their truck with conviction yesterday
and left our street for some Godawful
dirt town where their kids will play
with sticks. They said they want it simple:
work and church and babies. All
the noise (They mean others lives
and skins and money and how our sons fall
in with their sons and with their daughters.)
was too much. To them it was noise,
the street music. There was one
uncle lingering with dark, full eyes
who said (hand on heart), “ I must find in
here something as big as Babylon.”
He should have stayed. Should have kept living
with destitute men collecting littered tin
into shopping carts on Saturday morning
and the noise the neighbors are always making
and the helicopters and the mummers.
With the smell of injira cooking
just there, eight feet across
the alley. It is street music. Downstairs
the mulatta angel and the Polish boy
hopscotch and wait for our girls
to join them. The neighbors begin to play
the theme from Bolero loudly, repeatedly.
I make coffee to carry down
to the stoop. I look up and see
a naked girl put her hair in a bun
through a far, open window. She's gone
just as suddenly. I laugh, gather
up our mugs. We sit on the steps in the sun.
At Market Street I watched my daughter,
age five, trying to piece together
the meaning of “Girls! Girls! Girls!”
in blinking neon. She asks. I tell her,
then take her hand and walk down Babylon's
mainstreet. Every night there are gunshots.
Hasidim mix with hipsters at the fishmarket
in Chinatown where they will sell you eels
born in the Euphrates. Too much here that
is real for laws in books to keep straight
however often they recite what is written.
My pale, bookish brothers blink their exhausted
eyes and find their Scripture too thin
a veil to conceal the lovely body of everyone:
the world. You can see from here where God
made the tower we made together fall down.
We're at it again. Did you hear that Spanish kid?
I can understand most of what he said.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Mary, Mary Quite Contrary


The movie ends when they marry.
The sequel, backstory more ornate - contrary
and regular motions together grow
complicated, confused, fascinating. Wedding bells
harmonize with the sea heard in shells.
Their days mob and mingle. Nothing tidy. No rows.

The drone of bees (of drones?) and drivers
rolling along asphalt on rubber
talking on phones to one another, the theater
of the world's doings at my doorstep,
seems today some serialized soap,
a story that spirals a drain or orbits
a weighty center without winning it.

A songbird sings from the wire
then quits it, the line it plucked
playing some low tone it's deaf to.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

A Little Winter Sutra


Winter empties this
valley completely. Two miles
of hollow silence.

Just four ounces of songbird
will fill it. A bell, ringing.


"Rut with me and eat!"
Music sells the animal
moment while it lasts.

Not even breathless, this thing
returned alive from Brazil.


There is still still air
after. Snow wants nothing.
Is without question.

He considers it. Adjusts
his wings. Makes note. Takes the air.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

You? I?

Who the bucket: rusted
unzinced, overscoured, holed
by the wet mess
spilt and hauled?

Who the swine
whose name rhymes mine
fat up on slops?
Whose pen?

Whose the muck track
pen-gate to shack
by the tree with the chains
hanging, and hook?

Saturday, October 13, 2012


Cold blowing rain shakes
drenched hedges and birds shiver.
The woodpile is soaked.

A little of their grace


I crawled in bed with Papa and lay down on his chest
In there with Mom and Papa and my head upon his chest
I heard the steady beating of the heart within his breast

And I felt the greying stubble on his cheek and chin
I saw in the light this morning the gray hair on his chin
I pressed my ear above his heart to hear the life within

His heart was low and slower, mine was quick and small
Greybearded, so much older, and I so safe and small
And he'll just keep getting older while I am growing tall

My mother reached her hand across and gently touched his face
I watched my mother wake and lean and softly kiss his face
I think that I this morning saw a little of their grace

I crawled in bed with Papa and lay down on his chest
In there with Mom and Papa and my head upon his chest
I heard the steady beating of the heart within his breast

Sunday, September 30, 2012

After Tom's Heart Stopped - a true one



Man , its all good. I been tellin' myself that. 

You know I died three times on the table when I was shot?
Got this fuckin' scar. 
         And lifting his shirt shows silvered black elastic waistband to breastbone
At 'time I was mixed up in some shit, and I tryin' to be slick an' all, but they not havin' it
and straight shot me.
Doc said my heart stopped three times.
In hospital 'most a year.

So now I'm like its all good. 'Cause I been dead.

Like the other day, they shootin' on my street and Keesha my daughter,
 tryin' to come in. She cryin' 
and I'm just holding the door closed
and I'm laughin'!

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Circus Smirkus


Early morning the grass was matted and gauzy
with spiders' silk barely seen in the low-
angled sunlight: ten minutes only
did all that fantastic industry show

in the field where we still pitch circus
tents in July. Delight camps out,
sells us snacks, souvenirs and three tries
for four dollars on our way to the tent

and popcorn and noise and this is the show we came for.
Look at  them pretend to fall! So
many clowns in such a little car!
Tonight for an hour and a half we watch and ahh.

The vastly ordered outside world is ignored.
More stars than we know for farther
than we can ever fit into our head
above us while we follow the ringmaster's patter.

After, we jabber back to the cars we parked
over the ruined acre of spiderweb. Still
under stars we cannot see for the head-
lights' glare. The world's own marvels

ignore us, too. Now in the dark
stars and spiders spin. We drive
home in our machines amid their work,
chatting on phones. We attend to ourselves,

and why not? Who cares if we laugh
at our own jokes? Applaud some kid
in tights and bells who just juggled five
balls in each hand (or nearly did)?

We are the only ones laughing anyway,
or trying to be funny, and sometimes we're pretty good.
We want a smaller, warmer joy.
The night sky is huge and very cold.

Tonight, a joy like us: little
monkeys laughing, foolish, the world's fools,
the ones in big shoes and baggy pants,
the stars of the show, grinning, with pie on our face.